Hi friends. I'm still here, even though Fizzy is gone. I still read your diaries, even if I don't comment on them. One of these days I'll get around to making a new blog for Fern. But I just can't do it right now. I've come here so many times to start one, and I just can't. My heart is still so heavy. I don't cry every day. Not every single day, but more days than not. The magnitude and enormity of my loss just hits me SO HARD sometimes, and it's hard to breathe. I miss him so much...
Fern's doing great. She's a little hellion, but I love her. She has so much personality and spunk. So here's a few pictures until I can pull myself together to start her own blog.
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| Me and Fern the day we got her! |
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| First hair trim! | |
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| She's starting to get bigger! |
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| She has some, um, interesting extracurricular activities... |
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| Fern at 5 1/2 months old |
